End of September, Early October 🎃

Good morning friends,

September has been quite a month .. and yet it seemed to pass so quick! It’s very unlikely of me to be writting this on the night of the 26th when it publishes on the 30th’s morning! 😨  You know me, usually I start it around the 20s of the month – ahaha woops!

So anyway, let’s look at what this month looks like.

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Habit Tracker

So clearly.. while it’s not actually “that bad”, it was clearly a tough month xd

 

What happened;

➳ Since the start of the month; i’ve been working 6 days a week, and it shall remains the same until the 5th of October (for now). We ran into a problem at work where I needed to cover extra shifts and while i’m happy to do it and the extra money is good – i’m starting to be tired 😂

I’ve been doing the minimum for bloghop/return comments, while I still replied to all comments (best as I could think of an answer..) and scheduled my usual posts; other things like Beach Body & walking the weeins had took a turn from being too exhausted aswell. My mother went and walked them when I couldn’t and it wasn’t raining, so don’t worry!

➳ Another pretty big thing, as you learned in «I Guess that’s why romance books don’t start on tinder..» and «The pursuit of our fairytale ✨»; Myself and Alex have broken up within the past month aswell. So for a few days i’ve been dealing with the mourning of the relationship and the change of being on my own again after a little more than a year, plus the exhaustion of working 6 days a week.

I turned myself toward crystal healing and have bought a few rocks .. Amethyst for sleep, a “pre-made” little bag for depression help containing 3 rocks, one for giving more energy that I forgot the name, aswell as my Rose quartz I already owened. Apart of the amethyst, the rest of the rocks follows me to work and when I leave the house so I’ve been feeling quite better. Although there’s been a few times where the missing him hits, I’m not feeling the constant little panic thinking of our past so … that’s an improvement.

➳ Back onto reading.. I’ve finished my library read “Steeped in Love“, as of which I quite liked. I’ve thought back on it and though i’ve been currently reading The Death of Mrs. Westaway, I feel the need to go back to contemporaries xD

The interesting part is, steeped in love were wrapped around Tasseography in dating — while in the Death of Mrs. Westaway, the main character & her mother is reading tarot cards!

➳ Apart of that.. I finally bought a Switch Lite!! As you could see with my Pokemon; Let’s go Eevee ☆ My first impression, my impressions (rather than “reviews”) on some of the games can now be posted aswell from now on!

➳ I have an update for my driving permit; I went for my 5 hour in-class in the beggining of the month, which went pretty good! I finally went ahead and went to do the writting test in order for me to drive a car … and I PASSED IT !! 🎉 [on the 27th, edited] 

 

October’s Spreads!! 🍂

Honestly.. i’m not that happy about the pages of this month – the ink of the choosen autumn color were quite runny so I have lots of ink spots, that bothers me quite alot xd but hey; hopefully November’s ones would be better. I’ve also did quite some changes !

 

 

So; I’ve expressed how Habit trackers made me anxious, and while i’m not ready to just let it go completely, I went ahead and tried another format. No more dates, no more empty spaces — what i’m gonna do is just check which one I did every day (potentially putting the date too, as I fear I might put it twice) and at the end of the month I can see just how many was missed in the month with how many circles are left un-filled. I can then see what I can apply some changes to without being too much anxious-induced during the month, maybe?
(I’m just kind of erh about how wonky my circles looks🤦🏽‍♀️)

 

I am yet again gonna attempt to complete #BookendingAutumn in october!! I’ve also dropped the idea of writting everything I was tagged to because honestly.. apart of being tagged as a tag I did got taken by someone, let it be said I had nothing to write for the past months :/ so i’m just gonna keep track of my ideas..

 

Christmas and my birthday is coming oh-so-fast.. so I just included a wishlist/to buy until them for me to track what I might want. Yep, only games on it so far 😂

 

My last change was to completely remove the “border” lined in my weekly and just deviding the days of the week so I can write more freely — and YEP, look how bad I messed up my deviding.. omg 😂

Part of why this month isn’t my favorite.. just look at this horror.. oh well.

 

Sorry for not including the loved posts this time! As I said, I cut my bloghopping quite a lot so.. to be returned in the next month.

How was your September? Was it good to you ?